hey you guuuuys....:)

We just got back from vacation to Florida. it was so lovely. I'll try to write a post or two about it in the next couple of days.
Yesterday was the first day back at work, it actually went okie. it was very very long and my legs were a tiny bit swollen by the end of it, but it was a pretty good day. :)

I'm now...21 weeks and 4 days. I'm stressing alot about work clothes. I went and bought some maternity shirts the other day that were cute, kinda big though so I'm hoping to grow into them. I even tried on some maternity pants and I couldn't buy them. I just couldn't do it. they were pretty awful to say the least. I know I'll need them at some point, but I think I'm going to stick with my one pair of black work pants that I can still squeeze into at this point. :)

A lot of new activities going on recently...staying very busy, but other than that, nothing to report. :)

I've been thinking about you lately. I wish I could share this part of my life with you. I'm so sorry.

oh, worst part of the morning so far? I woke up to eat some strawberries and they were ALL rotten. dammit, walmart, you ruined my morning. :/

surprise...

I felt the baby move on Sunday the 14th for the first time. most amazing thing yet. :)

we are currently attempting to get the house ready for her. Andy has done an incredibly fantastic job arranging the house and getting everything we need. we have a crib, storage in the form of small dressers, curtains...now we just need everything for her...which may cost a fortune. we've spent a bunch already.
I think pink may finally have to enter my life. my entire adult life since I can remember, I have almost loathed the color. I never wear it and don't have anything pink in my house. I'd dress her in blue and green and everyone would say, "oh what a beautiful baby boy you have." well I suppose I wouldn't like to be called a boy right in front of my face either. ;) so pink it is. :)

I am 19 weeks and 5 days today. almost halfway there. I love her so much already.