to you. always.

my love for you is not fully expressed...it can't be.

I love you beyond your face, beyond your smile, beyond your body.
I love everything about you.
I love your heart.

this love I feel inside is like no other I have ever felt before.
this one is so special.
each time I look at you, I see a handsome face with an amazing heart.
the longer I look at you, the more I know I am loved.

each gentle kiss drives me crazy, each hug makes me want to cry.
because I know what we have is so precious,
and I am so blessed to have you to hold.

I love you more than words.
more than there are stars in the sky.
but as long as the stars shine, and as long as I am breathed by this air,
I will love you.

oh the words I pull from terra....

you picked a bad time to fall in love
I know you told me there's never a good time
never the right time to fall in love
the world stops turning just for a moment
those are the moments you should run from
sweet things that slow you down
feelings that leave you numb
those are the feelings that make the room spin
and leave your life a mess and do your head in

and love's an open wound
cuts like a shard of glass
and I was only looking for a good time
and I can play it cool, come as a hard attack
I was only looking for a good time.

I brought you home with me on a tuesday
sat in the lobby drinking jose
and in the morning when you left my bed
I didn't even know if I would see you again
it rained all night long
we'd thought it'd never stop
here in my little room we counted every drop
ten thousand miles away from what I call a home
you swore you'd never leave
and now I'm here alone.

I can't hear you through the noise....

you're the closest thing I know to love
so let me in
the moon is glowing white
and time's a-wasting
and don't you want to know
what happens when
we start at the start
before it becomes that thing
that broke my heart in two
we've been here before
that place where we dwell until
we find we both want something more...

so let's pretend that for a moment
we have never loved before
touch my skin
and I will kiss your lips and
we can both ignore
that feeling of wait,
what happens in time
I know this is cool for now
but I just might change my mind
and leave
you there in the dust
I know that you loved me a lot
but it was never quite discussed...

I'll take everything in this life...

I am lost in my head again
these thoughts coming to haunt me
I am caught in the memory
of things I left behind
somewhere I never knew I left them
they are lost to me.

I am stuck in this body
until something can free me
and then what where do I go from here
lost again into the air
into the sky into another body.

and I'm scared
and nobody knows me anymore
I'm lost
faceless in this crowd
again
I am alone
and I will always be alone
...maybe.

and this fear when nobody knows you anymore
and you're lost
only a memory
something quite like it goes
walking around
not feeling anything

can you hear me?

it's my dreams you steal your way into...

And so I say I don't love you,
Though it kills me
It's a lie that sets you free.

I will wrap my body
In other women's arms.
Make love in a hurry,
Feel better than I am.
Hope you find yourself
In someone else's eyes.

And so I say I don't love you.


Am I strong enough?

I miss the peace I feel when I hear that song....

today, kristy spring waters.
I miss you, lady.
we had some crazy good times.
I think we need to make some more, yeah?

if only it had been the past few months.
it would have been unbelievably amazing.
who knows what crazy shit would have happened.

fitting like a glove. no, better than.