day 8 I think

yesterday, this woman asked if I had gone through chemo. I think she was reaching out to me because she had cancer. you would have never been able to tell by looking at her. she had short blonde hair and was eating with her husband and daughter. very beautiful woman. talking to her made her seem even more so because of her outlook on life. she beat cancer. she was alive and you could clearly see how happy she was. how happy her husband and daughter were.
SHE is the reason I have no hair now. I want to experience as much as I can what she is experiencing. I want to be a part of it. I want to show that woman and others like her that they are not alone. I am with them, if no other.
I don't quite know how shaving my head has affected my life as of yet. I've only had a bald head for 8 days now. I think it has made me a tiny bit more confident, now that I've done the craziest thing. :P it is pretty drastic. I kinda want my hair back. :P but I'm okie with it now. it will grow back in its time.
I have more time now that I don't have to fix any hair. yay. time is my money.

uhm what else. I think that's it for now. the last few days have physically and mentally burned me. I'm so worn out. I really live at work now. ah well. hopefully my check will be good. can't wait until I'm not a trainee anymore and I can get my tips. :)

upon request...

this is all you get. for now. :P

also. this is day four.

day 3

no hair for my hairbrush....

mohawk continued.

oh and did I mention that I look like an Indian at times?

don't know if most people with mohawks think that at some point or another, but for some reason, I do. :) anyways. that's all for now.

mohawk.

so. the general opinion of people who have seen it, whether lying or no, has been that they like it. that it looks hot. uhm steph wasn't completely thrilled about it. thought it would look CRAZY, but afterwards she admitted it looked "kinda cool" lol. my little siblings thought it was insane. my mum was like ehh. didn't have much of an opinion. bekah thought I was insane. andy loved it. phil said it felt like a baby's head. so tell me what YOU think. :)

hair hair hair

So. I've wanted to shave my head for quite some time now. 8 months, a year maybe. a long time. :) and it's finally come time for me to do it.

first. this was me. notice the long flowing hair. I know you are looking at the pole, thinking what the hell, but just. focus on the hair.




I also wanted a mohawk for a very long time. so then. I did this.


Now...I'm shaving my head. I haven't yet decided if I'm going COMPLETELY bald or just a very very short buzz. I don't know yet. we will see.

But before it ALL goes, I'm going to have a little fun and do a real mohawk.
Pictures are coming soon. Mohawking is tomorrow night. weeee. :D