this is what you see when you close your eyes?

it was an odd beginning.
there was nothing.
empty space. darkness.

then it began to rain.
heavy rain. thick rain.
the sky remained dark.
there was simply...rain.

then her mind was created. and she came into consciousness.
without really understanding how or why, she shot off from the ground.
she was angry. so angry she was shaking. so angry she could do anything she believed would save her. hence, she was in the air. in the rain. all her mind could feel was hate and bitterness.

the rain pelting against her face was her only consolation.
she was rising quickly, addicted to the feeling, as if it was the only thing in the universe keeping her alive. and whether she realized it or not, it was true.

then she began to wonder. why? how did it come to this?
she couldn't remember. but she knew she knew she was...different.
it was...something else.

then she was back on the ground.
and then she knew. the moment the rain stopped, everything changed.

the moment she saw the child, the rain stopped.
and she no longer had control over her mind or body.
within minutes, she had pounced, grabbing the child tightly in her arms. she squeezed her neck until she was no longer conscious, but kept her breathing. she didn't know how or why, but she knew this was the way.
she felt no need to see if anyone was watching her. there was no one else. this was the way.
she also knew the next few moments were going to be the most satisfying she had ever felt.

the child was limp in her arms. she subconsciously felt two teeth slide out between her lips. she was thirsty. so thirsty...
she leaned down next to the child's face, smelling her. her scent was intoxicating.
she took a moment, trying to decide whether she wanted it open or closed. it didn't really matter, but she felt as if it was important. she decided it would have to be open. and so it was. forcefully.
she sank her teeth into the left entire eyelid and eyeball. it tore roughly between her lips. then she paused. she could hardly breathe, it felt so amazing. so delicious. so...satisfying. she ate almost in a hurry, not even worrying about savoring it. the blood was...filling her with...life.

she slipped into a frenzied feeding. a blissful feeding.


she woke up in chains in a strange building. she had no recollection of her life for the first 23 seconds.