12.31 in the AM

today, I remembered the good times...

why don't I feel better?

you can stand under my umbrella...

Phil and Delaney...finally married. ;)


yay for new sisters. ;) love you girls.

you've torn off every hand that's tried to feed you...

today, I have felt a wicked amount of emotions.

I have felt sad. definitely scared. just a tiny bit jealous. happy. lucky. pain.
...lonely.
confused.

today, I feel the weight of air.

if you would only look at me someday...without your eyes turning away.

"without you, today's emotions would be the scurf of yesterday's..."

the newest addition. can't wait to show you, Mattie. ;)

blue...

I'm going to get my tattoo today, Mattie. I'm unusually nervous.
I wish I could talk to you about it...I miss you.

for me...

this song speaks to me. i'm not afraid.

OH MAN...

I love this beast. it's finally mine. :D